Some Days...

        

There are
    some days
when I wish I could
    Just forget you.
   Release you back
 into whatever
  dream
or nightmare
  you came from.
Because there are
           some days
      when  the pain
          you caused 
       crashes
   into my soul
    with a will to destroy.
          It leaves me
       numb
         and empty.
          The world feels
     too big.
      Every moment seems
         futile,
           ...pointless.      
       And it is all
            I can do
    to breathe...
 to open my eyes...
      to exist... 
 There are
     some days
      I wish I could
 just  let you go.   
    but those
 are the days
       I need you
                     most.